Sixty days of P90X are in the books. I have faithfully been at it everyday with the exception of 1. But I made it up by working out twice the next day. I have been sore, at times discouraged, but mostly I have felt great about myself. I debated about putting pictures up on this page do to embarrassment of how out of control I had gotten. Yet on the other hand I have worked hard for two months and have some great results to show. So take a look at what can be accomplished when you "Do Your Best, and Forget the Rest." Thirty days left and there is no way I won't make it to the end.
P90X - Day 46
I want to stay true to the intent of this blog. My goal way back when it started was to talk about try to find a way to live healthy in an unhealthy world. A world that is constantly tempting you to take a short cut to happiness, health and wellness, and yet continues to produce more and more people who live unhealthy lives. Over the last 4 years I have made many great starts towards a healthy live style. I have also blown it and given in to the many messages around me. As a result i have yo-yo'd up and down with weight. I have been bordering on being diabetic, I have joined the ranks of those taking blood pressure medicine, and have like so many, resigned to the lie, that this is how life is going to be. Well no more.
This blog is about the battle. The biggest battle is the one I have with myself. I am determined to win this battle, to regain my life, and to start living the way I was meant to live. With that in mind, I started P90X back on January 5th. It is now February 19th and I just completed day 46 of the 90 day workout. While I am lossing weight, and changing the way my body looks, I am learning so much more. I am learning that by working hard I can change the direction things are going in my life. I am talking about more than health and fitness. I am learning that when I feel good about myself it has a direct impact on my job performance and my relationships. I am realizing that I do have the strength to stick with something and am determined to see it through to its completion. I am in my 7th week of P90X. I have lost 26 lbs. I feel like I am finally doing something important for myself that will reap life long consequences. This is all about becoming the best me I can be. I was looking at the pictures of me on the header at the top of this page. The picture on the far right is from me in April of '07. I had gotten down to 211 pounds. This morning I was 210 lbs. The difference is that I have been converting fat to muscle, so my build is much better today than it was when I was 43. I am starting to realize my dream of being in better shape when I hit 50 (yes, 2 and a half years away) than I was at 30. I am trying to decide if I will do another round of P90X after I finish in April, or if I will start training for a Marathon. My goal is to develop a life style of health, wellness, and fitness, that will carry me through the rest of my life. I am well on my way to winning this battle.
This blog is about the battle. The biggest battle is the one I have with myself. I am determined to win this battle, to regain my life, and to start living the way I was meant to live. With that in mind, I started P90X back on January 5th. It is now February 19th and I just completed day 46 of the 90 day workout. While I am lossing weight, and changing the way my body looks, I am learning so much more. I am learning that by working hard I can change the direction things are going in my life. I am talking about more than health and fitness. I am learning that when I feel good about myself it has a direct impact on my job performance and my relationships. I am realizing that I do have the strength to stick with something and am determined to see it through to its completion. I am in my 7th week of P90X. I have lost 26 lbs. I feel like I am finally doing something important for myself that will reap life long consequences. This is all about becoming the best me I can be. I was looking at the pictures of me on the header at the top of this page. The picture on the far right is from me in April of '07. I had gotten down to 211 pounds. This morning I was 210 lbs. The difference is that I have been converting fat to muscle, so my build is much better today than it was when I was 43. I am starting to realize my dream of being in better shape when I hit 50 (yes, 2 and a half years away) than I was at 30. I am trying to decide if I will do another round of P90X after I finish in April, or if I will start training for a Marathon. My goal is to develop a life style of health, wellness, and fitness, that will carry me through the rest of my life. I am well on my way to winning this battle.
P90X - Day 39
I am 39 days into P90X and starting to see some big changes. Over the first 3 weeks I dropped 15 pounds, but then have been stuck at 216lbs ever since. My wife keeps telling me not to let the scale be the determining factor, but I can't seem to break free from it. I was feeling a bit discouraged, realizing I was building muscle, that weighs more than the fat I was losing, but still discouraged. At day 30 I took the second set of pictures. While I didn't see a flat stomach and six pack abs, I did see that I was slimming down a little. I also noticed that there was some muscle definition replacing some of the sag. My chest was starting to look a little more like the chest I remembered in days gone by (still a long way to go). the start of this week I heard Tony H talking about '"Bring it," once again. Only this time I told myself, I am going to make sure I am drained at the end of my workouts. My muscles haven't really been sore since the third week, so I thought, turn up the intensity, do more, push harder, but be smart about it. As a result, I felt like I was going to throw up after finishing twice this week, looking in the mirror, there is even more definition. To top it all off, this morning I was 209. That means I am 27 pounds lighter than I was January first and 22 pounds less than when I started P90X. I am no longer among the obese, just at the high end of overweight. More than anything, I have maintained a fitness lifestyle for 39 straight days. Kind of amazing for a couch potato like me. I have just finished yoga, still can't do it all, but am doing a lot more than the first time round. I continue to wonder what I will do to continue this lifestyle when I complete the first go around of P90X. Maybe start again and work to get in even better shape. My future goal continues to be clear, to hit my 50's in better physically, spiritually, emotionally, and relationally, than I hit my 30's. At this point I am 39 days into my plan to get there. My your battle go well for you.
P90X Day 33 - Starting to see the difference
I'm just over a month into the program. I've been sweating, I've been jumping, I've been doing push ups, and using bands (instead up pull ups). I also have been modifying the routines, taking breaks, doing my best and forgetting the rest. I have been stuck at 215 pounds for a week, but my kids and wife tell me they are noticing the changes. I can tell you I am feeling better about who I am as a person, my outlook on life is changing and I am excited about the future. Today I looked at my pictures I took on day one and compared them to day 31 (yes I was a day late). Guess what, there is change. Muscles are starting to show up, the man boobs are not as pronounced, the waist is starting to look different. There is a long ways to go, but I am definitely on my way.
My question now is how will I sustain this as a life style change. I don't think I will be able to do extreme workouts 6 days a week for the long haul, but how will I continue with what I have started? One thing I have been thinking about is my long term goals, and I have finally defined it in a nice little statement. "I will enter into my 50's better physically, emotionally, relationally, and spiritually than I entered into my 30's." I am currently 47 and a few months from 48, so I have time to work on this goal. I am currently working on my physical and emotional state of being. These impact my relationships and where I am spiritually. As I make progress physically with P90X, it is opening the door for growth in the other areas as well.
I can't wait for these next 4 weeks to fly by and hit the 60 day mark. I am excited about what is happening to me both outwardly and inwardly. My your battle go well.
My question now is how will I sustain this as a life style change. I don't think I will be able to do extreme workouts 6 days a week for the long haul, but how will I continue with what I have started? One thing I have been thinking about is my long term goals, and I have finally defined it in a nice little statement. "I will enter into my 50's better physically, emotionally, relationally, and spiritually than I entered into my 30's." I am currently 47 and a few months from 48, so I have time to work on this goal. I am currently working on my physical and emotional state of being. These impact my relationships and where I am spiritually. As I make progress physically with P90X, it is opening the door for growth in the other areas as well.
I can't wait for these next 4 weeks to fly by and hit the 60 day mark. I am excited about what is happening to me both outwardly and inwardly. My your battle go well.
P90X Day 28 - Still at it
Yep - I am still at it 28 days later. Its a Sunday, I pulled the short straw and am weekend manager so it is up at 5:30am. So far so good. I am almost through the recovery week and the change of pace is welcome. Week three was the toughest so far. My muscles just seemed tired. Everything was harder to do. But I am motivated to keep it going. I am down 15 pounds which is a great motivator. Two more pounds and I am no longer Obese, just overweight. I guess I should cheer. Only 45 more ponds to go. I am beginning to notice changes in my body. Little definition here, less of a bulge there. I keep telling myself time is my friend. As I am thinking about the process of getting to the point I am at, and were I want to get back to, I realize my real goal is to develop a sustainable strategy of eating and exercise that I can carry on throughout life. I have two and a half years before I hit 50 (scary thought), and my goal is to hit 50 in better shape than I hit 30. That means consistent exercise, healthy eating, solid relationships, and meaningful work. At this point, P90X is a key part in getting were I want to be in life. I'll keep you posted on the battle.
P90X – Starting to feel the Difference, Week 3
I just finished Plymetrics for the third time, so I am now 16 days into the program. I was up way to late last night finishing financials for work so today felt tougher than last week, but I am starting to see and feel the results. First, I am not as sore as I was the first to weeks, I am recovering more quickly after the workouts, I am starting to feel more like an athlete again, the moves are becoming more natural, and the weight is starting to come off. I started at 231lbs. on day one. Now on day 16 I weighed in before working out at 217lbs. That is a 14 pound weight loss. The work outs are long and hard, but worth it. I feel more relaxed, my wife says I have color in my face that wasn’t there, and the bulge is slowly starting to disappear. I am becoming more flexible each day. Kind of cool. My middle son is now doing it as well, I guess he can’t let me become more fit than he is. Also noticed that my blood pressure is coming down. What was 144/98 was 128/77 last week. 12 more days and I am done with the first 30 days. Funny but I can’t wait to take pictures.
P90X Day 11 -
I'll admit it, I have been a couch potato for the last 17 years of my life. I surf a little, I ski a little, some years I try jogging, some years I try soccer. But for the most part, I enjoy tortilla chips, salsa, the couch and the tv. And, I can't forget to mention beer, who could resist all the Oregon Micro Brews. As a result I have made a long climb from 178 pounds in 1985 to 236 pounds at the start of 2011. That is 48 pounds in 16 years, or 2 to 3 pounds a year. It happened slowly, just crept up on me. Actually it surprised me when I really took a look at it. So I decided to take a different path. I realized I needed to do something dramatic to get moving in the right direction. With the gain of weight has come blood pressure medication, the inability to do as much physical activity as I want (even though I am still pretty active, its just not as easy), and a hard time bending over in the middle. Not the way I want to live the next half of my life.
So, after watching a few infomercials, talking to a few friends, and knowing I needed something to kick start by sorry ass, I have begun P90X. I figured extreme is what I needed to make a 180 degree turn in direction (as well as get down to 180 lbs.) As I type today my chest hurts, I feel lame because yoga is not my thing, but I am relaxed and already seeing my fitness improve. I have never done more push ups on my knees, but I am going to keep doing them until I can do as many normal push ups as the guys in the video. I can keep up on the shoulders, I'm not doing pull ups and instead using the bands. Not sure I could pull up 230 pounds more than once if I had to. I almost stayed up for all the plyometrics the second week, and I can tell you it will probably take me all 90 days to get to the point were I can do the yoga and actually bend and balance to the point I feel like I can say I do yoga.
The hardest part so far is the amount of time. Most workouts are more than 50 minutes and yoga is much longer. Lucky for me I started as soon as I got the CDs, without thinking and yoga lands on a Saturday. I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning which is also a huge change in lifestyle for me. But I figure I have 17 years staying up late, sleeping in, eating junk, and basically not doing what I need to do for me. I should probably plan on spending most of the next 17 years working out, eating right, and thinking long term instead of immediate gratification. At this point I am 11 day in with 79 left to go. In this Man's Battle I am determined not to be beat. If you want to partner up for encouragement or to share stories just leave a comment. Here is looking to April 4th, my 90th day.
So, after watching a few infomercials, talking to a few friends, and knowing I needed something to kick start by sorry ass, I have begun P90X. I figured extreme is what I needed to make a 180 degree turn in direction (as well as get down to 180 lbs.) As I type today my chest hurts, I feel lame because yoga is not my thing, but I am relaxed and already seeing my fitness improve. I have never done more push ups on my knees, but I am going to keep doing them until I can do as many normal push ups as the guys in the video. I can keep up on the shoulders, I'm not doing pull ups and instead using the bands. Not sure I could pull up 230 pounds more than once if I had to. I almost stayed up for all the plyometrics the second week, and I can tell you it will probably take me all 90 days to get to the point were I can do the yoga and actually bend and balance to the point I feel like I can say I do yoga.
The hardest part so far is the amount of time. Most workouts are more than 50 minutes and yoga is much longer. Lucky for me I started as soon as I got the CDs, without thinking and yoga lands on a Saturday. I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning which is also a huge change in lifestyle for me. But I figure I have 17 years staying up late, sleeping in, eating junk, and basically not doing what I need to do for me. I should probably plan on spending most of the next 17 years working out, eating right, and thinking long term instead of immediate gratification. At this point I am 11 day in with 79 left to go. In this Man's Battle I am determined not to be beat. If you want to partner up for encouragement or to share stories just leave a comment. Here is looking to April 4th, my 90th day.
P90X Day 2 - Can you say Plyometrics
Ok, sleeping last night was hard. Every time I rolled over or tried to push myself up in bed my arms screamed out. Day 1 was still hitting me. But once again the alarm went off at 5:30 am. Today I found myself jumping, bouncing, basically it was almost an hour of sweating. Wow! I again did my best. I couldn't do it all, but I tried it all, and I did it as long as I could until I could do no more. I would rest for a few seconds and jump back in. I wanted to through up as it all ended. Arms still sore from the day before, and know the rest of me wiped out. Drinking water like mad, sweating it all out, making my lunches and eating according to plan. Two down and Eighty Eight more to go. I found myself walking around the house making the P90X sign with my arms. My wife and kids think I am a nut. I feel like This is going to be a long haul. They say no pain no gain. I am just hoping my arms are ready for tomorrow. Not sure what shoulders and arms will be all about, but my arms are hurting.
P90X Day 1
Its the night before I start P90X, and I am questioning my sanity. Why do I think I can do this, why do I need to do this, isn't life ok the way it is? The reality is I am 231 pounds and fall into the clinical definition of obese. On New Years Day I was 236, but I started working the South Beach Diet plan, which in many ways is not to different from P90X's Phase 1 Fat Shredder plan. I haven't been working out consistently for almost three years, and then it was only for about 5 months. I am 47, and I would say when I was 19 is when I was in the best shape of my life. I hate getting up early, and I like to eat. So it feels like everything is stacked against me.
However, I took the pictures that they want you to take, the front, back and side. When did I get so overweight. I don't see it when I look in the mirror, but there I am in pictures looking larger than life, and definetly larger than I ever wanted to be. I also feel myself becoming less able to do the things I want to do as a result of being to heavy, and to out of shape. Sure I can hike miles, I can do an elliptical trainer, but I want to be able to run with my wife, play a little soccer with my adult sons, and feel like I can sit in a hot tub and not feel shame. So there is my motivation
So at 5:30 am my alarm rings, the disc goes in and I start warming up. Not so bad. I am huffing an puffing but doing it. Soon the workout starts, and we do a few push ups. I listen to Tony Horton say "Do Your Best," and to pace yourself. He asks the people working out how many push ups they are going to do, and they are all in the range of thirty. I think to myself 10, at 10 I am still feeling good and try two more before stopping. Then to pull ups. There is no way I am going to be able to lift this heavy body up and down for pull ups, so I opt for the bands. Then they go back to pull ups, then bands, then pull ups, then bands, and on and on and on. Pretty soon I am only able to do three or four push ups while on my knees, and even then my arms are shaking, but I push through with sweat pouring off me. Of course Tony and company are still pumping out 30 at a time, but Tony states that a few of those on the video when they were newbies struggled like me. There is hope. I Did My Best and Forgot the Rest. Then I realized I was suppose to do the Ab Ripper routine as well. I tried to do the first set with them and realized I would never make it, so I turned off the video and vowed to do it after work.
A few hours later, knowing I had done my best, I couldn't forget the rest. Soreness started to settle in to my arms.. At lunch I was having trouble lifting a glass of water to my mouth without feeling the pain. I hurt in places I didn't know had muscles. In some ways it felt like two a days for high school football. I laughed at myself and again thought, what is a 47 year old guy like me thinking.
I came home and tried the Ab work out. At one point my stomach completely cramped up. The muscles in my stomach were so tight I couldn't move. After relaxing them a minute I went on to the next routine. I did my best, stuck with it till the end. I didn't do nearly the reps they did, but tried all the exercises. I have survived day 1 of P90X.
However, I took the pictures that they want you to take, the front, back and side. When did I get so overweight. I don't see it when I look in the mirror, but there I am in pictures looking larger than life, and definetly larger than I ever wanted to be. I also feel myself becoming less able to do the things I want to do as a result of being to heavy, and to out of shape. Sure I can hike miles, I can do an elliptical trainer, but I want to be able to run with my wife, play a little soccer with my adult sons, and feel like I can sit in a hot tub and not feel shame. So there is my motivation
So at 5:30 am my alarm rings, the disc goes in and I start warming up. Not so bad. I am huffing an puffing but doing it. Soon the workout starts, and we do a few push ups. I listen to Tony Horton say "Do Your Best," and to pace yourself. He asks the people working out how many push ups they are going to do, and they are all in the range of thirty. I think to myself 10, at 10 I am still feeling good and try two more before stopping. Then to pull ups. There is no way I am going to be able to lift this heavy body up and down for pull ups, so I opt for the bands. Then they go back to pull ups, then bands, then pull ups, then bands, and on and on and on. Pretty soon I am only able to do three or four push ups while on my knees, and even then my arms are shaking, but I push through with sweat pouring off me. Of course Tony and company are still pumping out 30 at a time, but Tony states that a few of those on the video when they were newbies struggled like me. There is hope. I Did My Best and Forgot the Rest. Then I realized I was suppose to do the Ab Ripper routine as well. I tried to do the first set with them and realized I would never make it, so I turned off the video and vowed to do it after work.
A few hours later, knowing I had done my best, I couldn't forget the rest. Soreness started to settle in to my arms.. At lunch I was having trouble lifting a glass of water to my mouth without feeling the pain. I hurt in places I didn't know had muscles. In some ways it felt like two a days for high school football. I laughed at myself and again thought, what is a 47 year old guy like me thinking.
I came home and tried the Ab work out. At one point my stomach completely cramped up. The muscles in my stomach were so tight I couldn't move. After relaxing them a minute I went on to the next routine. I did my best, stuck with it till the end. I didn't do nearly the reps they did, but tried all the exercises. I have survived day 1 of P90X.
PX90 - This years resolution
I have been looking for a weight loss program or workout program for over a year now. I have tried South Beach Diet, with really good success, I have a 24 hour fitness membership, but I get going and then I stall. I love to see quick results, but sustaining something over time has always proved the challenge for me. As I realized a long time ago, something has got to change, and that something is me. A few things that I realize as we head into 2011:
Having tried a few things over the past few years, I have listened to friends talk about Medifast, I have watched them bomb out on Atkins Diet. But I have been intrigued by a few people I know who have tried PX90. My son and daughter in law, cousins, etc... I am intrigued at how many complete the program and then go back for another round. Most of them don't talk about the weight loss, although that happens, instead they talk about how much better they feel, their strength and energy. There are many testimonials out there, I have not found any that say it is a sham. So today I have signed up for PX90, asked for my free resistance band, and will start following their diet. Should be here in 5 days or less. If I push I could by half way through my second round by my birthday. I am doing it for weight loss, energy, self esteem, and to feel younger. I'll keep you posted on how I am doing.
- I will be turning 48 this year - that seems really old, but it doesn't have to be.
- I weighed 236 lbs as I stepped on the scale yesterday morning, that makes me obese.
- I know what it means to eat healthy and smart but I chose unhealthy and stupid
- My job is full of stress and it will only increase not decrease
- I have stopped doing some of the things I enjoyed doing because I am out of shape.
- My self esteem is affected by all of the above
Having tried a few things over the past few years, I have listened to friends talk about Medifast, I have watched them bomb out on Atkins Diet. But I have been intrigued by a few people I know who have tried PX90. My son and daughter in law, cousins, etc... I am intrigued at how many complete the program and then go back for another round. Most of them don't talk about the weight loss, although that happens, instead they talk about how much better they feel, their strength and energy. There are many testimonials out there, I have not found any that say it is a sham. So today I have signed up for PX90, asked for my free resistance band, and will start following their diet. Should be here in 5 days or less. If I push I could by half way through my second round by my birthday. I am doing it for weight loss, energy, self esteem, and to feel younger. I'll keep you posted on how I am doing.
Painful Heartburn - What can I do
Last week was a tough week at work. When the pressure is on and time is short I stop thinking about what I am putting into my mouth and just keep going. The things I tend to grab are items that take no prep. Through their good taste provide comfort, and in the end make me wish I had thought things through a little more. On one afternoon, I headed out of my office for a quick break. One of my employees, who loves to cook with hot peppers (he grows his own), was there with chips and a fiery salsa he had cooked up at home. Not being in the best state of mind I started right in. I must say it was awesome, and I love the way the heat slowly built up over time. I loved it until, that night as I was trying to drift off to sleep a familiar fire started to burn in my chest. Drinking water, burping, and changing position had no impact. I would drift off to sleep, only to wake back up on fire. It continued into the next day. I have never experienced heartburn like that before. As usual I started looking for help on the internet. WebMD, Wikipedia, all had their various ideas. I eventually came across a web sight called "Tipnut." You should check out the link. What I was interested in where the ideas for home remedy. The remedy that worked for me was Peppermint Tea. It was all we had in the house at the time, but it worked, and that is all that mattered
Things I learned through this:
Things I learned through this:
- I would rather eat smart than go through the pain
- There are preventative steps you can take - most important is knowing yourself.
- Better to start trying to reduce the effects of heartburn as soon as you notice it, than to let it continue to build unchecked.
- Sometimes it can take 12 hours to clear (that is for me this time around)
- Comfort from stress can sometimes lead to discomfort in other areas.
Type 2 Diabetes - Are Your Blood Sugar Levels Normal?
I was reading an article on Type 2 Diabetes today. As an Administrator for a Skilled Nursing Facility, I am amazed at how many of those who come in for care are suffering from this disease. The impact of uncontrolled Diabetes on a person is something that each person should take seriously. Don't let it catch you by supprise. If you already have Type 2 Diabetes, their are something you need to be doing to insure continued health and well being. The following article, Type 2 Diabetes - Are Your Blood Sugar Levels Normal? states that if you are a diabetic, monitoring your blood sugar levels regularly is essential in keeping your health problem in tight control. Please read the article if you think you might, or if you know that you do, have Diabetes. This is not a battle you want to lose.
My Biggest Dieting Obstacle
We all have obstacles that keep us from pursuing or achieving our goals. We point the finger at other people, circumstances, gender, family of origin, you name it we have probably heard it used as an obstacle for achieving. Examples in my life include, "If I had more money I could drive the car I wanted" "If I had started sooner I could have owned my own business." I call it the IF ONLY SYNDROME. When I realize I am stuck in that syndrome, I realize that the real obstacle isn't the money, or the time, or the...., the real obstacle is me. I will admit there are legitimate obstacles that might keep us from getting to where we want to go, but in my experience, most of my perceived obsticles really have to do with excuses that I make up to justify my giving up.
This is so true of Dieting and Me. I have had some great runs at weight loss with the South Beach Diet. I have dropped many pounds with nothing more than exercise. I have often been heard to blame the fact that I am as heavy today as I have ever been, on how South Beach is unrealistic for the long haul, or that no one could really exercise 45 minutes a day 5 times a week. Today I am blaming all the Christmas Parties and Cookies that others put in front of me and make me eat. The reality is that I choose not to stay on the South Beach Diet Plan because I value something else more than being at 175 lbs. I would rather enjoy eating vast amounts of tasty food than insure my health. I would rather relax, or watch tv, than go to the gym. The reality is I am making choices every day to not reach my goal. I sabotage myself. If I am ever to achieve my goal of weight loss, I have got to come to grips with the fact that it is not others, or circumstances, or unfortunate events that keep me from my goal, it is more than likely me. Once again my biggest obstacle is me. I am my biggest battle. Here is to getting it right. May your battle be easy.
This is so true of Dieting and Me. I have had some great runs at weight loss with the South Beach Diet. I have dropped many pounds with nothing more than exercise. I have often been heard to blame the fact that I am as heavy today as I have ever been, on how South Beach is unrealistic for the long haul, or that no one could really exercise 45 minutes a day 5 times a week. Today I am blaming all the Christmas Parties and Cookies that others put in front of me and make me eat. The reality is that I choose not to stay on the South Beach Diet Plan because I value something else more than being at 175 lbs. I would rather enjoy eating vast amounts of tasty food than insure my health. I would rather relax, or watch tv, than go to the gym. The reality is I am making choices every day to not reach my goal. I sabotage myself. If I am ever to achieve my goal of weight loss, I have got to come to grips with the fact that it is not others, or circumstances, or unfortunate events that keep me from my goal, it is more than likely me. Once again my biggest obstacle is me. I am my biggest battle. Here is to getting it right. May your battle be easy.
Oregon Ducks - Reducing Stress
Over the last few months I have been wrestling with ways to reduce stress. While work with its deadlines and performance expectations can make life tough, I have found that often my stress is the result of not practicing self care. I would describe self care as the act of doing what is needed to take care of yourself emotionally, spiritually, and physically. It means that you must often times prioritize yourself and your personal needs over others. As I grew up this way of thinking was though of as selfish. However, when I prioritize the needs of others at the expense of my own needs I end up feeling frustrated, resentful, angry, used, mistreated, all feelings that cause my stress level to go up. The secret is in taking care of yourself first, so that you can give the best of yourself to others. It is really a simple concept, but it has been villainized as wrong, sinful, self-serving, and unloving. Again, these labels cause me to feel stressed. This last weekend I decided to put my needs first, and found myself heading to the Oregon Duck, Oregon State Beavers, Civil War Game. I can't begin to tell you how much fun I had, so instead I will show you. I shot some video of the time down there. In the end I came home a better person and able to enjoy and give to those around me. Hopefully you can see what I mean.
How the Oregon Ducks Versus Oregon State Beavers is Helping me Grow Up
For the last few years I have been working on me. By that I mean that I have spent years thinking that putting others first, being sacrificial, dying to self, was what the good guy always does. I have worked hard to make sure my wife and kids have had their needs met. I have a hard time buying what I need. After a few years of meeting with a councilor, I have started to figure out that taking care of myself is not selfish, it is actually self care.
So how do the Oregon Ducks fit into it? They are a part of my self care program. Doing what I enjoy has taken me to the Ducks vs Stanford, the Ducks vs UCLA, and tomorrow it will take me to the Ducks vs Beavers. Normally I would feel guilty about leaving my wife and kids at home, but I am growing. I would feel the need to take them, but I am going with friends. What makes my becoming a little more health more fun, is that the Ducks are playing awesome football. What other team scores three touchdowns in 5 minutes. Who else has a shot at the national championship. My personal development could not have come at a better time.
Tomorrow I will be on my way to Corvallis at 7 am. Kick off is a 12:30. I will be dressed in Green, cheering loudly, and quacking when excited. Its a big day. Games don't get a whole lot bigger than the Civil War Game. What makes it even sweeter is that I didn't have a ticket this time yesterday. As I have worked on my self it has led to my making friends (another part I am working on). And now, one of those friends has invited me to the game. The Ducks are helping me to grow up, and the Beaver game just helps me see it. This is the part of the battle I like. May your team win tomorrow.
So how do the Oregon Ducks fit into it? They are a part of my self care program. Doing what I enjoy has taken me to the Ducks vs Stanford, the Ducks vs UCLA, and tomorrow it will take me to the Ducks vs Beavers. Normally I would feel guilty about leaving my wife and kids at home, but I am growing. I would feel the need to take them, but I am going with friends. What makes my becoming a little more health more fun, is that the Ducks are playing awesome football. What other team scores three touchdowns in 5 minutes. Who else has a shot at the national championship. My personal development could not have come at a better time.
Tomorrow I will be on my way to Corvallis at 7 am. Kick off is a 12:30. I will be dressed in Green, cheering loudly, and quacking when excited. Its a big day. Games don't get a whole lot bigger than the Civil War Game. What makes it even sweeter is that I didn't have a ticket this time yesterday. As I have worked on my self it has led to my making friends (another part I am working on). And now, one of those friends has invited me to the game. The Ducks are helping me to grow up, and the Beaver game just helps me see it. This is the part of the battle I like. May your team win tomorrow.
Waiting to Lose Weight
Last week I was listening to the Oregon Public Broadcasting Channel. On one of their programs they were discussing the weight gain that occurs over the Holiday Season. The person being interviewed stated that it wasn't the quick weight we gain during thanksgiving that we should worry about. He said that can be lost quickly by returning to a normal eating pattern. He said we should all be concerned about the two or three pounds we gain every year, and never lose. That would me that for someone who has been gaining slow weight for the last 25 years (someone like me), they could easily have put on between 50 and 75 pounds. I did the math and was angry that he was right. He said weight gained like that is very hard to lose and keep off. The quick weight lose choices may drop you quickly, but they don't help you make the lasting changes needed to keep it off. Over the years I have done a number of diets, I usually lose between 20 and 25 pounds in a 8 week period of time. The problem is, I can gain it all back over the next three months, and usually add a few more pounds on top. With that being the case, I need a plan that I can sustain, that will stay with me for life. That means it can't be powders and formulas. It can't be food I will not want to eat the rest of my life. It has to somehow fit with my lifestyle, or help me change my lifestyle.
At work I have a coworker who is nearing the 50 lbs lost mark. She has accomplished this in 12 weeks. What has helped her is that she attends a group once a week that talks about nutrition and strategies for losing weight. The group competes against each other to lose the most weight with some significant prizes. She takes what she learns about sugar, and pop, and metabolism, and so many other things, and puts it into practice. She is exercising and doing what she needs to do. She said today, that she is learning how to eat, rather than just eating a packaged food. It makes sense to her. The next group starts in January. It sounds like what I need. Again, my approach to this next round of diet has to do with it being sustainable, doable, allowing me to still enjoy the taste of food and to be able to cook. And, it also must allow me to lose weight and keep it off. 50 pounds would be nice, 60 would be awesome. I think I will be signing up in January. In the mean time I am waiting to lose weight.
Happines in Life - Or, Where does contentment come from
Today I find myself wondering about what brings contentment in life. I was taught growing up to go to school, learn all I can, get a good job, work hard, get married, have a family, and that will satisfy. So I set out to do just that. In the 80's i finished school, married my high school sweetheart, launched my career, started a family, and began acquiring things like cars and houses Funny thing, they didn't satisfy. if anything, the left me feeling more empty. Reading Self Help Books didn't give me any answers, religion confused me. I remember sitting in my office one day thinking, "There will always be someone faster, smarter, better looking, getting paid more, with nicer things." I realized if that is what I pursued, I would always be left feeling like I missed out.
If anything, I am learning that life is moving to quickly to sit back and watch it go by. For me, life is about connection, about relationship, about intimacy. I truly desire to be known more than I desire to be rich. I want to have friends more than I want a position. I want to make a difference in the lives of others, more than I want status symbols. I am learning that my family brings me more happiness than a job, that time with my wife is more important than a promotion. I am starting to realize that it is possible to pursue something whole heatedly only to find out it was the wrong thing. I am coming to this conclusion as I watch others give up what is most important to pursue that which does not satisfy. As the son of a preacher, I have been told this many times. However, I am just know coming to realize it for myself. I want to make sure that I live a life of No Regrets. My goal is to make a difference, to me that will bring true happiness and contentment. My battle to get it right continues. It all comes down to the choices I make today.
If anything, I am learning that life is moving to quickly to sit back and watch it go by. For me, life is about connection, about relationship, about intimacy. I truly desire to be known more than I desire to be rich. I want to have friends more than I want a position. I want to make a difference in the lives of others, more than I want status symbols. I am learning that my family brings me more happiness than a job, that time with my wife is more important than a promotion. I am starting to realize that it is possible to pursue something whole heatedly only to find out it was the wrong thing. I am coming to this conclusion as I watch others give up what is most important to pursue that which does not satisfy. As the son of a preacher, I have been told this many times. However, I am just know coming to realize it for myself. I want to make sure that I live a life of No Regrets. My goal is to make a difference, to me that will bring true happiness and contentment. My battle to get it right continues. It all comes down to the choices I make today.
Blood Pressure Woes- Reduce Naturally
As a kid growing up, I remember my dad constantly having to take pills. As I got older learned that they were for his blood pressure. He would complain about the cost of the pills, he would try to lose weight, he would start to exercise and then quit. What I remember saying to myself, was that I would never go on blood pressure medication.
As a result of my saying that, I avoided the doctors office for almost ten years. I was putting on weight, I was feeling fatigued, and all I could picture in my mind was my dad and his pills. After much insistence from those who love me, I reluctantly made and appointment and went in. I was told I needed to lose weight, that I was at risk for diabetes, and that I had - HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. I knew it was coming, I had avoided it as long as I could. The solution according to the doctor was Blood Pressure Medication to solve the immediate concern, and then to lose weight, exercise, and to become healthy. I have done as he requested regarding the medication, I have tried to diet a few times, and I start and stop exercise all the time. I sound just like my dad. However, there are now alternatives that were missing when my dad was still alive, and that is Natural Ways to reduce Blood Pressure. Ways to lower the numbers without filling yourself with medications. If you are looking for Natural Ways to reduce your blood pressure check out this program by Mike Grafstein. In my battle I am trying to find ways everyday to win without pills, surgery, or other non natural ways. Let me know if you are successful in your battle.
Thanksgiving Weight Gain isn't Our Real Problem
Thanksgiving has come and gone, and with it a few extra pounds. Listening to my car radio Friday, Oregon Public Broadcasting ran a feature stating that you shouldn't worry about the pounds you may have put on during the Thanksgiving meal. The dietitian they were interviewing stated that the Turkey was mainly protein and fat, the potatoes were carbs and fat, the pumpkin pie was carbs and fat, and on he went. What caught my attention was a statement he made part way through the interview. He said what we should all be worrying about is not the quick pounds, but the one or two pounds that we put on each year. He said the quick weight will come off quickly by just going back to our normal routine. It is the routine that causes us to gain weight slowly over time that we should all worry about.My long term routine has had the impact of adding about 2 pounds a year over the last 25 years. That is 50 pounds of gaining weight over time. My routine just keeps adding and adding. With it comes high blood pressure and the potential for Type II Diabetes. That wasn't my plan as I graduated college and started my career. As a result I find myself once again starting on my yearly weight loss plan. Most recently I have come across a few plans that sound promising. I will be taking a closer look at one I recently came across on the internet. You can check it out if you Click Here! I have grown tired of South Beach Diet and want to try something different even though I have been successful on SB over the years. I would be interested in hearing what diet you have tried with success. I will continue to battle on.
SouthBeach Diet Week 5
This week more than others I found myself focusing on the things I shouldn’t have, like excessive beer, chips and salsa, lots of bread, diet pop, quick easy food. The interesting thing about it, was I wasn’t craving them, I was just aware of the fact that I should be careful of them. My wife made split pea soup, and my son made refried pinto beans (without refrying them). These were both very good, but I recognized from SouthBeach, that the cooking process would send it right to the blood stream as they are easy to digest. I have figured out how to use spices like fresh Rosemary, Basil, etc…. and various peppers, to make vegetables and other foods taste great. The biggest challenge for me is making the time to eat healthy. I would much rather do something quick and easy, or eat a candy bar instead of nuts or a cheese stick. So I have to think ahead. I have to make my salad for lunch when I make breakfast. I’d rather not, but as I get into the habit, it is becoming easier.
The other habit that is becoming easier is that of getting exercise. I have been getting to the gym around 5:30am and actually have started enjoying it. I can watch the news, listen to music, and when I get home, I feel good about myself and what I am doing. I am averaging 5 days a week, and lifting weights on three of those days. So maybe part of my slow weight loss is due to the fact that I am adding muscle while losing fat.
I am still pudgy around the middle, saggy in other areas, but I did notice, the love handles are much smaller. I may start taking pictures again like I did a few years back when I started this blog, as a way of showing myself the visible progress I am making. The hard part is that the changes never happen as quickly as I would like. Here is to continuing the Battle, despite its slow pace. Good luck to you.
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